everything hurts. 

and my heart gets broken by the same guy twice.

shame on me for actually believing on our relationship. funny thing is, i still miss him and i still want to be with him. he thinks i dont  care about him, but just getting a text from him makes my day better.

everything hurts, and im left sitting here

it feels like no one loves me anymore and its so lonely without anyone to talk to .

I want To :

Take polaroids with cheesy poses and silly faces

ski on a sunny winter day in chunky winter gear, drink hot chocolate and burn the tips of our tongues

stroll along a bustling city street and stuffing our faces with different street snacks

 

ride bikes through the autumn forests surrounded by falling, swirling leaves

walk among among luscious colourful flower gardens with a white dress blowing around in the soft breeze

stare up into the clear blue sky on a sunny day imagining all  the different kinds of animals and people we can see

have a picnic amoung rolling hills with daisys scattered along the grass

go skating until our noses freezes